there is this huge wonderful art community on tumblr full of people around my age who make beautiful work and are well-spoken and intelligent and thoughtful and i want so badly to be like apart of it but i am just awkward and say stupid things and am so unimpressive in comparison. and it makes me sad because these are wonderful people who i really want to connect with but i don’t think they want to connect with me because i am really honestly not that smart or that good. my work is lacking in some way and i don’t know what way, but i do know i have to push myself and i really really really am looking forward to that, i just wish i had people to talk to about these kinds of things instead of getting down on myself and feeling lacking because that’s just a waste of time as it is.
i’m just really inspired by a lot of people on here and yeah i wanna be friends with all of you. i’m lame and i suck i’m sorry