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i did aaaawwwwwl the satin stitch tonight, it is a real fucking mess but it’s getting somewhere!!! clearly this will not be done by wednesday so i’m gonna have a ring of that thick satin stitch and then i’ll do a ton of turkey work (you see that green moss-looking shit? that’s “turkey work” it’s a type of stitch WITH THE BEST NAME EVER) everywhere to make it look somewhat filled and it’ll be fine and whatever she’ll yell at me but i’m working my ass off so i’m still proud of myself ok

if it weren’t for the naps i took during the day this weekend i would not have slept at all. because my body is actually turning nocturnal i think which lol lol kill me lol. also this 10mg adderall i found before which is actually making me feel SO MUCH BETTER FOR ONCE (i do not react well to adderall generally it turns me into a huge bitch but when i’m freaking out about projects i like taking it to help me focus on projects and not cry in a corner about how much i suck. anyway this time it’s making me feel good about things thank you adderall lords thank u jeebus)