spare parts, spare place, spare heart, spare face
i wanted to extend past memory
i wanted to keep these inbetweens
but i’ll make due with my misery
my head hurts, my arm hurts, i’ve been running on four hours of sleep for the past four days and it’s not helping any. i could not care less about school or work or any of it, i just want to stay home and watch a lot of movies. there is both too much time and not enough of it and i’m not quite sure of how to feel about that.
so, i remembered that my stepfather’s laptop has a webcam iMovie HD and i’ve spent the past hour or so putting together a shitty one-minute video that basically consists of stupid voices and random objects and other unfunny nonsense. now i’m watching a movie about giant ice spiders. you can have your parties and your friends and stuff. my saturday night, it is glorious.